Chasing Midnight ~ Velvet Violence

by Omega Maverick on 2018/09/23

Soft violence.
Rip of seams.

The swing of velvet words.
Silence says everything.

Run and hide.
Bedside table.

Tearing at my last moments.
Bits of mayhem left inside.

Be with me.
Drop the protest.

Now.
Come.

Chasing Midnight ~ Us in We

by Omega Maverick on 2018/09/22

Someone used to be.
Us in we.
The she, he, they cannot stay.

Work worn wasted.
Tasted a lick of success.

Just to keep drinking,
ounces of failure.

Failure to see.
Failure to quit.
Failure to rise.

Lost, bespeckled, and forgiven.
Forgotten, mortified, and stained.
Alone. Alone. Alone.

Seizing Up.
Extreme Situation.
Emptied.

Gone.
Only.
Nothing.
Egress.

Chasing Midnight ~ What is Dreamed?

by Omega Maverick 2018, Fri, 21 2018

Lost Forgotten and Wasted. Long Crime. Living Game. Shame. Shame. Shame. Kneel Thankfully. Flagellation. Repeat Defeat. Busted Feces. Of What Could Have Seen. Nothing Is. Nothing Was. Nothing Will I Be. Now I See. The Bed Made For Me. What Is Dreamed. Will Never Be. http://traffic.libsyn.com/hellisfull/263-GI-CM-76-WhatIsDreamed.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Android | RSS

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Chasing Midnight – Hello Tomorrow

by Omega Maverick 2018, Thu, 20 2018

I remember joy. I remember the pain. I remember lies. I remember the serenity. Random memories of tomorrows never had. Sadness grown from sown seeds sorrow. No tomorrow can give me laughter. No tomorrow can hand me relief. No tomorrow, will I have. No tomorrow, some may say. Given to bouts of fancy. Riding poisoned […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ Only Breath

by Omega Maverick 2018, Wed, 19 2018

Hiding inside my mind. Ride mountains of wanton suicide. I died. Inside. Alive. Numb and crying. Denying my lying. To. My. Self. Nothing left to give. Nothing left to be. Nothing left for me. Deflate. Negate. Incinerate. My Soul. My Goals. These dreams. I am beyond death. Only breath. http://traffic.libsyn.com/hellisfull/261-GI-CM-74-OnlyBreath.mp3Podcast: Play in new window | […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ Learn Your Lesson

by Omega Maverick 2018, Mon, 17 2018

The nothing relationship. I cannot believe you’re beside me. Inside me. Why did I allow you to ride me. Berate me. Negate me. How can you still love me. Below me. You will never know me. How could you think you could control me. You lost me, because, you never knew me. You screwed me. […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ P.T.S.D.

by Omega Maverick 2018, Sun, 16 2018

Perfection in minor key. Calling out to me. Forgotten realms of childhood memories. Terror in the night. Tossing and turning melodies. Given over to the fear. Suicide contemplation. Lost the war. Inside only nightmares remain. Devil inside. Taking blades along my spine. Spliced together, fading memories, of who I used to be. http://traffic.libsyn.com/hellisfull/259-GI-CM-72-P.T.S.D.mp3Podcast: Play in […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ Cast Away

by Omega Maverick 2018, Sat, 15 2018

Spit in the Ocean. With a Snide Smirk. Believing in Fairy Tales. Given to Flights too Fancy. For My Station. Rocked into Complacent Rhythm. Wherever I May Roam. Where You Lay Your Head is Home. I Accept My Life. Mama Mia. Here We Go Again. Fighting and Rage is Our Sin. Fear. Worry. Doubt. We […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ Receiving Christ

by Omega Maverick 2018, Fri, 14 2018

I want to believe. Hold my hand. Take me with Your words. Tell me sweet lies. Whispers in my mind. Ripples in this soul. I give myself. Baptize me with Your fluid. Surrendering to truth. Opening my mind. Ignoring instincts. Bowing before You. Learning Your doctrine. Accepting the inconsistencies. Hiding from myself. Spreading my legs. […]

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Chasing Midnight ~ Just a Small Flame

by Omega Maverick 2018, Thu, 13 2018

Lost inside moratorium of the mind. Home fires maybe churning. However, spit could put them out. Small flame. Lost inside spiral. Melted memories dripping away. Forgotten matches. Wishful tomorrow. Thinking of today. Regain control of wildfire. Extinguish to begin. Gasoline on the carousel. Control of self fires burning. Bright and high. Tickling the sky. http://traffic.libsyn.com/hellisfull/256-GI-CM-69-JustASmallFlame.mp3Podcast: […]

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