Facsimile Smiles ~ Rise to Ashes

Beast will shine again.
Bitterness devours…
Brilliance & Love.
Gasping within you.

Absent will be…
Adoration and joy gazing.

Special words lost.
Only memories of being human.

Soul forever secured: ALONE.
Demon’s indulge with dreams; could have been.

Cascading puzzle pieces.
Always out of order.
Never vending right pictures.
No matter price paid.

Rusted bitter tears
Hidden behind facsimile smiles.

Left in moments of eternity present.
Gone long are sweet eternities.

Only lasting seconds.

Soul visions energy reminders.
Breathing corpse is the remainder.

Aching, wanting to be wrong.
Searching for a throne.
Silenced by despair.
Broken from too many truths.

Inflicted upon myself.

Peace in Pieces ~ Rise to Ashes

Only yourself an arm’s length.
Everything hurts, everyone deserts.
To regain peace. Must take chances.

Let it flow.

FEAR………

Some chances explode others need exploration.
Too much exploitation.
Sometimes just you is enough.

TERROR…

Never try, regrets take shape.
Always pondering,
what might have been knowings.
Regurgitated could haves that have never been.

Wasted energies, better uses.

ANGUISH..

Making what could be, what will be.
To?

FIND.

Peace in Pieces.

Veracity and Verity ~ Rise to Ashes

Veracity and Verity
Lies that bind.
Unravels the fabric.
Fiber intertwines.

The faithful fearful.

Lies of Truth
Terrified syndication.
Another day, praying around.
Truth’s bitter taste.
Has no droughts.

Be the destroyed destroyer.

All these hate crimes.
Lie of truth is employed.
Can no longer avoid.
Vomit spewed forth on my life.

Honesty, truth’s foul.
Marks on this beast,
Daggers of honesty,
Love diseased, deceased.
From beginning a leper’s sexual giving.

Misery and desire, beheaded.
Only a liars desire.
Pain subsides as you perspire.
Life’s rebuttal reboots.
Beginning again on monthly cycles

Torture, rebirth, Torment.
Never getting away.
Even death numbs nothing.

Blight of Pleasure ~ Rise to Ashes

Gaping spectators eye rape.
Domineering whispers…
Come from the smirk of Mr. Condescension.

Overwhelmed by brutal tactile sensation.
Spirited retreat…
Invigoration of Miss Waterfall.

Barroom, bathroom, bedroom: Courtroom.

Never walk away…
In midst of saloon drenched mating dance.

Yearning, spilled planed gush.
Disposable emotions decayed.

Splayed open; lifetime for servitude.
All for one blight of pleasure.

High the price for a moment of youth…
Just spirited away.

Cage of Demons ~ Rise to Ashes

Condensation of voices in the rain.
Rust forms on curves, face draining.
Drip duct displaced.

Withering helpless trickles to hopeless.
Vile attacks from vision of vice.
Beauty’s flight back.

Glorious… Stray thought.

Not own mind owned.

So many voices.

Own voice, plugged and disconnected.
Voice, edited, echoing…
Mind vibration masturbation.

Send them away! I will NOT.
Power raised by their council.
Voices drive the dagger of joyful insanity.

Washing me dirty with their shower.
Whizzing down on this emptiness.
Surveying what should be concealed.

Survive prying eyes.

See the sea of words and phrases within we.
Without word by sound.
Ascension without mind creation.

Barrier and walls, voices, all.
Within our own head…
so what is it no one hears?
Whispered words, conversations, incognito.

Fear of inner dialogue.

View focus by camera picture.
Seething at I in the eye of I.
Beyond truth and purpose.

Zeroing in on words drifting on shadows.
A calming rage overtakes.
Neurons with silent musings.
Slow drizzling drenched shores of personality.

Reigns of control, broken.

Resolve perished… worry, fear, inward retreat.
Heat of heart grows silent…
Heart’s matter is the Beast Within.

I, now, embrace us once more.
Slain are the cages of demons.
Who will be next on the hit list?

Me.

A Flavor Cascade ~ Rise to Ashes

Talking through blood in vanity smile.
Ego herded by implausible choices.

Blushing deep in voice.
Tone of sexual invoice.

Dominate surrender to a flavor cascade.

Senseless senses ignite a fire,
that finally brings the rain.

Furious Frustrations ~ Rise to Ashes

Sensory deprivation…
Screams, shudders, and shouts.

Molten inner fire.
Fires off furious frustrations.
Sample pleasures simply taken.

A thousand words spoken.
Yet, it take only a single breath.
To tell everything, I need know.

A little death in every blink.
Longing for what I inflict.
Your body betrays you.

The Beauties in Blasphemies ~ Rise to Ashes

Vital farce, casting couch shadows…
Quaking with courage.

Rising froth of mirror ball desires.

Inner demons delight.

Emotional shh… hell.

Solidify with warming.
Thrusting and Trolling.

A sermon of change and hope.
Overtaking life nonchalantly.

The Beauties in Blasphemies

Rejoin humanity?
A joke more brightly lit…

Prescription Prescribed!

Moments now and the times ahead.
Please, let these chemicals sink in…

Before relieving your dread inside me.

So Many Perforations ~ Rise to Ashes

Fill with fright if you like.
Pull away…

Everyday, everyone, everything.

Fear overcomes.
You disappear.

Trust illogical,
After, so many perforations.

A no fault insurance policy: My lack of faith.

Inhumanity.

True you intertwined.

I see: soul better.

Trust inconsequential; past transgression.

God of empty souls.
Godless heathen.

I, refuse to fight the universe.

Continue to move.
Continue to love.

Be the better than the rest.
Give finger to fear to spite fear.