Wringing hands in glee.
Within God and Devil,
Beauty in truth disheveled.
No need for pomp or circumstance.
When born on date may expire.
Claiming lower, rising higher.
Desired remnants of things gone past.
Beyond merit, reason, or moment.
Perception twisted by mind rape escapist.
Frustration. I forget to value…
Placing True You on shelf.
Glass eyes and porcelain thighs.
Despising the rise.
Raised to believe.
Disease of ease.
Love’s cooling breeze.
Body oder wheeze
Springs from the trees.
Mistreated smile child.
Ride of stride
Grin vile again.
Never happiness within.
It all begins again…
Every moment droning.
Struggling just to want.
How to keep strength?
Battery powered existence. Removed.
Impossible to live.
Harder to move.
Impossible to think.
Harder to breath.
Impossible to care.
Brush against breath so weak.
Shattered sheltered memories.
Days past holding.
Closing down dreams.
Stop the reliving of passionate embrace.
Never sure of…
But, come what may.
Screaming with hope into the ahead.
Dreams: only true reality.
Even if it was a dream.
Continue breathing for the sake of dreaming.
Depart from this life of mine!
Allow bulb cord pull.
Only memories darken.
Devilish nocturnal remissions.
Where only now presides.
Tyrant as always.
Clawing for new prey.
Residue seethes through soul.
Playing with paints.
Cascade of colors.
A drainbow of loathing.
Desecration of the day.
Excrete my files.
Now, I am repentant.
Sickness makes me shine.
Soul prisoner to a vision.
Reminder of the remainder of silence.
Wishing for thrones never had.
Never dream to dream vehemently.
Viciousness may erupt victorious.
Violence of light and beauty.
Venom going down inner thigh.
Pathways to eternity.
Last breath fire punched.
Ceasing to exist: poison.
Arsenic laden lips.
Heart fails soul.
Flesh prison released.
Dying young: passivity.
Cleansing for the crowd.
Go down; fantasy story.
Bow down, mane and tale.
Dying aged: lethargy.
Stroking by candle light.
Watching pot and kettle fight.
Hopes, dreams, all ass perspiration.
All that was before again.
Impotent, the important.
Rarely entering ridged equation.
Drawn and quartered by ever-changing times.
Nothing substantial just physical from.
Human thing, withering away in the dust to dust.
Ashes became mud in soil we grow.
Hundred million years of human garbage.
Decayed, planted fertilization feces.
Time sands washed clean. Filth finally useful.
World of forgotten measures and hopes of wastes.
Dulling pains with alcohol laden soirées.
Barren synapses of deteriorating thoughts.
Learning to love the wounds of barren dread.
Found bleeding, alone, and dying.
Lacerated from deceit, wounds may mend.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Take this hand, breath in, let fear rest.
Past Damage. Lie’s venom: distrust.
Scars burn, reawakened sadness.
No replacement can be had but…
Anti-venom to the snake’s poison.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Let demon’s scream finally know rest.
Seeing the valley of fallen towers.
I’ve committed myself to spirit.
Keep movement, live moments, never give in.
This morning, could be the first moment of the last intake.
I fear no demons outward or inward.
I remind even when all seems lost.
I have this day.
I have life.
I have I.
As I walk, I need not be reminded…
No loss of memory occurs in this valley.
It’s memory seared concrete, diamond, and steel.
Time to steal away transportation.
Better memories ahead; happier journeys on the horizon.
Ridges fashionable gravity.
I, part machine.
These words on synthetic paper.
Copy of a facsimile’s photocopy.
All is truth?
In this world of lies.
Despising great wisdom.
No more words can say speak.
Every word tainted.
Transformed into falsehood.
Driven past redemption.
Shattered maidenhead of the valley of souls.
Nothing more human: inseminate, devastate, control.
Silence, only gift bestowed…
In kingdoms lost by virtual reality.