Chasing Midnight ~ Dear Parents

Dear Parents,

Hey Mother!
Did you protect your child?
While father went wild.

Hey Mother!
What happened to the promise.
Forceful daddy stranger danger.

Hey Daddy!
Ignore me more.
Destitute heart.

Hey Daddy!
Do I Exist?
Slit my wrist.

Hey Mother!
Down the street.
Not across the road.

Hey Mother!
How do you feel now?
Red sheet sorcery.

Hey Mother!
Did your denial lie?
Look… you made yourself cry.

I must end this letter now.
So, dear parents…
I just want you to know.

I’m glad I died.

Lovingly,
“Your” Child:

Dark Poem ~ Embittered Heart

Hearts meeting fast.
Aching for this to last.

Is it real or another fake?

Another bucket of bitterness.
Poured into this lake.
Realize please…

A heart is at stake.

Another stake through soul.
Just cruel jest uncontrolled.
One mere moment hidden from shame.
Last breath by an embittered heart.

Another beginnings end?

Another false start.
In the eyes words that scream.
“Is it ashes or candy?”
Watch your speeches.

Soul hollowed out again and again.

A has been could have been reality?
A chance begged reality?
Crush me cruel deceit!
Wait and wonder whilst heart skips a beat.

No reality when souls do meet?

Dark Poetry ~ Nothing to Fear

Give me what is mine.
Quit lying to yourself.
Stop denying the truth.
You’re only being foolish.

Nothing to fear…

Give me what I want.
Quit thwarting my advances.
Stop pulling away.
You’re just being silly.

Whore to the masses.

Give me who you are.
Quit trying to have a personality.
Stop thinking you’re equal to me.
You’re just stupid.

Nowhere to hide.

Give me your blood.
Quit fighting back.
Stop trying to stop me.
You’re going to do what I want.

Worthless little…

Give me your attention.
Quit your bitching.
Stop acting stupid.
You’re going to wish you’d listened.

Never deny me!

Give me your life.

Poem ~ Suicide Back Splash

Suicide Back Splash.
Mind gash.
Time crash.

Foolish Valentine.
Held behind painted lines.
Lost every good time.

Tight divide.
Virtual crimes.
Forgotten lies.

Best Friend.
Wishes end.
Descending to sadness.

Hoping for one more moment.
Madness.
Split bone gladness.

Harmonizing rumble.
Gun barrel stumble.
Trigger finger fumble.

To the end!
Final painting began.
No art critic to decide.

But, fuck it.
Splatter shot…
Gives one Hell of a ride.

Poem ~ 06 ~ Debtor’s Prison

Spirit of a miser. Heart of coins.
Finical deficit.

Market downturn.

Lost, heart felt rat race.
Debt’s embrace.

Direct deposit breakdown.

Penniless heart.
Overdrawn. Post-dated. Undervalued.

Debtor’s Prison.

Overdraft.
Never to Return.

Birthday Poem ~ 1776

1000 seven hundred and seventy-6 sexual deviants.
Sent forth 17 specializing specters.
Telling the 8 wonders of the world.

Ideas never change in the minds of the idealist.
Creeping crawling death.

Seek forth and find. World left behind.
World of now looks bored with freedom.

Gone is new-found hope.
Now, only new found dope.

Doping of mind’s lie.
Dopamine’s golden foray.

Death of beauty.
Freedom?

Bulging wasted life…
Under foot without change.

Color form monochromatic.
Change laden politicking.

False kindness!
Pukes in the face of change.

Reclaim today?
Rights you pissed away.