The Dark Poetry of Omega Maverick
Found bleeding, alone, and dying.
Lacerated from deceit, wounds may mend.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Take this hand, breath in, let fear rest.
Past Damage. Lie’s venom: distrust.
Scars burn, reawakened sadness.
No replacement can be had but…
Anti-venom to the snake’s poison.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Let demon’s scream finally know rest.
Voices haunt from pages past.
Only shattered heart wounds me.
Beyond lost… frail and weak!
What do I seek?
Cannot break free…
Cage of crystallized tears.
Only memories, hold me together.
Keep me in sanity.
End still unspeakable.
Bond made unbroken.
Without you…
These emotions don’t work.
Why can I not, release the spirit?
Leave me behind…
Ending visions of agonizing tomorrows.
Days that start with I and not you.
Often wondered too often.
Why breath has reason to inhale.
If reckoning has arrived.
Never regretting, thankful you existed.
Rest peacefully please.
Return to my work, I must.
Know this love will never be lost.
As long as words are within me.
Sailing trident skies.
Drowning a planet.
Suffocating gods.
Just to see your smile.
But, an arms length is a trillion miles.
Holding away healing.
Holding away hope.
Holding away…
Fearing, you could be: happy.
Having lived so long in world of saline.
Poseidon’s piss runs down your face.
Needing this embrace.
Running into the wind.
Violent showers.
Differences restraining us.
From deep seen truth…
Gazing through lakes of time and doubt.
Denial runs dry.
Reveling universe plan.
Cannot turn blind eyes.
Cannot escape fate.
Cannot stop…
Forces of nature.
Night showers.
Touch of wetness.
Struggling with…
Offender’s disobedience.
Dam giving way…
Forceful passion flood.
Below belt tears.
Submerging soul in forfeit desires
Welling up from flesh.
Spirit, crying out.
To Surrender.
Allow yourself an arm’s length.
Everything hurts, everyone deserts.
To regain peace. Must take chances.
Let flow.
FEAR………
Some chances explode, others need exploration.
Too much exploitation. Sometimes just you is enough.
TERROR…
Never try, regrets take shape.
Always pondering, what might have been knowings.
Regurgitated could haves that have never been.
Wasted energies, better uses.
ANGUISH..
Making what could be, what will be.
To?
FIND.
Peace in Pieces.
Images, mental visions. Writhing form.
I sit erect, enjoying.
But, oh! Mind photos pale to spirit within.
How can I? Experience you.
Bleeding each breath.
Our spirits: linked.
Deviations, differences detriment. No matter.
Between us, heart truth speaks.
Can never. Will never. Be broken.
No deviant demon nor delinquent angel.
Wants be spared.
Payment of pain.
Perils can drive no wedge.
No deed be too vile.
For spirit’s assignment.
Exposing visions together.
All honesty shared.
In fields of flesh.
Down to knees.
Dedication given.
Power prevails prominently.
Eyes give to change.
Respect.
Earned, garnered, and deserved.
Loyalty now unbreakable, unwavering.
Feelings torch soul.
Burn simply to feel.
Hand upon cheek.
When one kneels.
Leaving worry, doubt, or question behind.
Then: They. Are. Mine.
Heed these words.
Choosing this direction…
Find your truth within.
Gently pulling you open,
Worn from users and abusers.
Taking in sweet words, told.
A million times before me.
Wisdom, wit, or decisive instruction: heard.
Who came before matters not.
Do not allow deaf eyes nor ears.
Please, now, put away your fears.
You please me.
No more, grandiose vision of futures past.
No matter what came before, give to me your love, your scent.
When I checked you out, your beautiful wear shown.
But, you could never be worn out.
So, once more to the library,
rejuvenating the weary sages of wisdom.
Bring new life to bard’s stories once more.
This day, the beast will shine again,
Its bitterness devours…
The brilliance & The love.
Gasping within you
Absent will be…
Adoration and joy gazing.
Special words lost, only memories of human being.
This soul, forever in secured: ALONE.
A demon’s indulge with dreams; could have been.
Cascading puzzle pieces… always out of order.
Never vending the right picture, no matter price paid.
Rusted and bitter from too many tears
Hidden behind facsimile smiles.
Left in moments of eternity present.
Gone long, are sweet eternities only lasting seconds.
Soul’s energy, visions reminder.
A breathing corpse is the remainder.
Aching, wanting to be wrong.
Searching for a throne,
Only to be silenced by despair.
Broken from too many truths…
Inflicted upon myself.
Gaping spectators eye rape,
While domineering whispers,
Come from the smirk of Mr. Condescension.
Invigoration, Miss Waterfall,
Overwhelmed by brutal tactile sensation.
Spirited retreat…
Barroom, bathroom, bedroom: Courtroom.
Never walk away…
In the midst of saloon drenched mating dance.
Yearning, spilled planed gush.
Disposable emotions decayed.
Splayed open; lifetime for servitude.
All for one blight of pleasure.
High the price for a moment of youth…
Just spirited away.