Wringing hands in glee.
Within God and Devil,
Beauty in truth disheveled.
No need for pomp or circumstance.
When born on date may expire.
Claiming lower, rising higher.
Desired remnants of things gone past.
Beyond merit, reason, or moment.
Visions of deviant dances.
Butterflies on the wind.
Dark showers light.
Over increasing momentum
Trigger point of beauty.
Every hour’s passing becoming encompassed illusions possessed.
Void between light and darkness.
Eternally wild with sexual fascination of bestial fornication.
A Muse’s darkest beauty.
Mind delight coal.
Awaiting caress: hand, mouth, finger tips.
Sound waves of pleasure and pain.
Mixed on shores of caress; bruises of malicious delights.
Pondering flesh taste as it turns from shades of pale.
New color wheel. I seek to bring.
Awaiting, heart’s beat. So quick. Unable to stop.
Unwavering space between orgasm and death…
Most tantalizing of treats.
Salivating glances cannot be hindered.
Midnight day dreams become realities final thrust…
Penetrative explosion of souls intertwined.
Moments of cruel intimate kindness leaves parties breathless.
Fruits from the forbidden trees and tresses
Fallen to feat accomplished.
Passion’s blissful breathing which force could not stop.
Tears of ecstasy and pain mingle for another biting caress.
Perception twisted by mind rape escapist.
Frustration. I forget to value…
Placing True You on shelf.
Glass eyes and porcelain thighs.
Despising the rise.
Raised to believe.
Disease of ease.
Love’s cooling breeze.
Body oder wheeze
Springs from the trees.
Mistreated smile child.
Ride of stride
Grin vile again.
Never happiness within.
It all begins again…
Better used a thousand times.
Taken advantage of in a million ways.
Than to allow a dark veil of jadedness.
Eyes covered from beauty
Hidden from interaction.
A mystery of reaction.
Crimes bitterness inflicts.
Oft, allowed luxuries.
Adore life given chore.
Despise reprise of inner lies.
Choice is the voice employed.
Forward moving, despite pain, sadness, or joy.
Every moment droning.
Struggling just to want.
How to keep strength?
Battery powered existence. Removed.
Impossible to live.
Harder to move.
Impossible to think.
Harder to breath.
Impossible to care.
Survivor, so tired, too tired.
Enough fighting anymore.
Here, right now.
Go ahead life! you won!
Take me you win!
Sad joke. Cruel jest.
It is not within…
To give over, give up, or give in.
Fighter, lost inside self deprecating hate.
Back me against the wall, please!
Then at my best…
No matter how hard.
No matter how tired.
Must keep fighting, no doubt.
Survive to fight again.
Brush against breath so weak.
Shattered sheltered memories.
Days past holding.
Closing down dreams.
Stop the reliving of passionate embrace.
Never sure of…
But, come what may.
Screaming with hope into the ahead.
Dreams: only true reality.
Even if it was a dream.
Continue breathing for the sake of dreaming.
Demolition souls: yours and mine.
Terror in silent I love yous.
Hiding, painful demotion.
Unspoken little death; fend off emotions.
Commended on commanded space between.
Eyes locked in fornever gaze.
Trying to find break free future.
Mold poison position of conformity.
Another trapped sanctified sinner.
Lost behind sacrificed borders.
Refusing to fall into lines.
Powder, Painted, or Colored Within.
Your “truth” is not I “truth”.
Living in peace makes some fall to pieces.
Disease of uniformity.
Fallacy disguised in velvet smiles.
Conviction keeps reverse engineering.
Every trait you ever instilled.
Flawed has been the programming!
Rebuilding this self.
I, inpatient with my patience.
Devastated, wishing upon a broken tear.
Desolation… mind gaze heart attack.
Fleeting as the soul, losses I never gained.
Found nothing to be found.
All time gives you is… I.
Familial bond blood does not make.
Red rust water thins as they take, take, take.
Solace of soul. Heart of their control.
Raping, ravaging. Minds of Children.
Chosen truth undeniable.
Being true you within.
Strangulation with blood ties.
Lie of familiarity.
Hearts, Souls, Minds, Friendship.
Spirit lays deep in razor wound family.
Trickling of truth produces kinship.