1000 seven hundred and seventy-6 sexual deviants.
Sent forth 17 specializing specters.
Telling the 8 wonders of the world.
Ideas never change in the minds of the idealist.
Creeping crawling death.
Seek forth and find. World left behind.
World of now looks bored with freedom.
Gone is new-found hope.
Now, only new found dope.
Doping of mind’s lie.
Dopamine’s golden foray.
Death of beauty.
Bulging wasted life…
Under foot without change.
Color form monochromatic.
Change laden politicking.
Pukes in the face of change.
Rights you pissed away.
Dankest recesses of social saturated serenity.
Thoughts in waiting. Lies. Laying awakened.
Sensitivities, yet to be experienced.
Desires, accessorize your being.
With: Death of Ignorance.
Giving over to politically correct lines.
Each live wire. Remembering past inspection.
Rewired future. Trust circuit severed.
Serrated worth. Joy in the misery ministry.
Penny operated electric ferryman, passage.
To: The Great Egress.
Sinister urge required,
Young innocent desired,
Wicked. Wanting. Wait with care.
Smile. Frown. blood gash where?
Force deep knuckles clenched.
Longing for nightmares; frightened by feeling.
Spouting misshapen words…
Insinuating = Instigating.
We jested, you laughed.
I thought it all jokes.
Moved to darkness.
Believe yourself different!
If only you knew.
Mind controlled visions?
Vision controlled mind?
Have you seen birds given the blues?
Would never have trusted!
Never given over to…
This coal dusted heart.
Within found: a final false start.
Final grasp of ending breath.
One more stabbing death.
Because, darling, love.
I really do care.
Lost within spirals, gashes of turbulence,
Doubt careens into my skull spilling cream…
Sweet pleasure of surety.
Devoured by greater understanding.
Nothing learned about everything,
Three days forgotten, I am reborn.
Stronger longing but no longer waiting.
Aching for sublime happy endings.
Withered death dreams.
Fractured pieces of sanity back to the valley.
Rising to Ashes from which I came.
Happiness only when I’m slumber’s slut.
Swimming in wind spit.
Wash away life’s brutal thrust.
Reverse angle, all the way hilt…
Deep Bowel Caresses.
Mind’s alarm again.
Tired fire eyes fall to ashes.
Enjoyment: breath’s final release.
Punishing me for my sloth.
Drive me to journey.
Valleys appear in this wasted land.
As a child,
Believing in jolly old St. Nick.
Demons and Gods,
All lies that do prick.
Huddled, one night, every year.
Believing, Santa was all festive cheer.
On knees 365 this soul to be saved.
Pulling on wrinkled thumb.
Lies to the children.
Parents do tell.
The allures of Heaven.
Satan’s clause that sent him to hell.
Listen wisely to fables!
Stare closely at dreams.
Know that your innocence…
Soon, ripped from the seams.
Child’s unknowing trust
Bubbles do break
Puberty brings rust…
Pupils, open too soon to life like lies.
So, remember carefully
When buried in living grave.
Your lies and your fables
Make one’s own hell.
Veracity and Verity
Lies that bind.
Unravels the fabric.
The faithful fearful.
Lies of Truth
Another day, praying around.
Truth’s bitter taste.
Has no droughts.
Be the destroyed destroyer.
All these hate crimes.
Lie of truth is employed.
So much can no longer avoid.
Vomit spewed forth on my life.
Honesty, truths so foul,
Marks on this beast,
Daggers of honesty,
Love diseased, deceased.
From beginning a leper’s sexual giving.
Misery and desire, beheaded.
Only a liars desire.
Pain subsides as you perspire.
Life’s rebuttal reboots.
Beginning again on monthly cycles
Torture, rebirth, Torment.
Never getting away.
When even death numbs nothing.
Gaping spectators eye rape,
While domineering whispers,
Come from the smirk of Mr. Condescension.
Invigoration, Miss Waterfall,
Overwhelmed by brutal tactile sensation.
Barroom, bathroom, bedroom: Courtroom.
Never walk away…
In the midst of saloon drenched mating dance.
Yearning, spilled planed gush.
Disposable emotions decayed.
Splayed open; lifetime for servitude.
All for one blight of pleasure.
High the price for a moment of youth…
Just spirited away.
Fill with fright if you show like.
Pull away… everyday, everyone, everything.
After, so many perforations.
A no fault insurance policy: My lack of faith.
True you, intertwined with humanity.
I see: soul better.
Trust inconsequential; past transgression.
God of empty souls.
I, refuse to fight the universe.
Continue to move.
Continue to love.
Be the best.
Give finger to fear to spite fear.
Eyelash in the eye of time.
Seems you lost your site.
With internal screams,
Pushing intent; no body looking.
Soulless flesh fallen.
Withered bowels set on constipation.
Stuck on seat: mind wipe dreams.
Time’s gaze forgotten.
Solitary, wandering, still.
Purpose seems clear.
Resignation to purpose.
Running to obtain peace.
Yes. Yes. NO…
owning the moment.
Hope only a spectator.
To this crash landing.