Dark Poem ~ Wash Me Dirty

Gasping.
Wishing.
Wanting.
Waiting.
Hoping: no hope.

Overflowing with rage.
Concentrating on hate.
Only to forget.
Concrete hate.
Overjoyed. To destroy!
Coagulating hate.

Fear feeding hate here.

Hate, please, washing me clean.
Hate, wash away the pain…
Relived on by forces unseen.

Whispered hate of hope.
Hate my friend to the end.
Hate wins once again.

Tear me down tears.
Foundation cracking?

Am I in the ground yet?

Hate thinking.
Loathing myself for breathing.

Believing…

Never seeing.
Needed seething.
Never knowing.

Overflowing with rage.
Concentrating on the hate.
Only to forget.
Concrete hate.
Overjoyed. To destroy!
Coagulating hate.

Washing me dirty today.

Hate eternal friend.
Hate at the beginning.
Rage till the end.

Hate bled tears.
Consecrate this body.
Hate myself beauty.

For wash me dirty eternity…