Chasing Midnight ~ Receiving Christ

I want to believe.
Hold my hand.
Take me with Your words.

Tell me sweet lies.
Whispers in my mind.
Ripples in this soul.

I give myself.
Baptize me with Your fluid.
Surrendering to truth.

Opening my mind.
Ignoring instincts.
Bowing before You.

Learning Your doctrine.
Accepting the inconsistencies.
Hiding from myself.

Spreading my legs.
Receiving Christ.
Singing for the Lord.

Raping my soul.
Dreams to be free of His will!
I cannot escape His wrath.

…help me