When you choose to spend time on you or anyone.
It means you are giving a sliver of your life to them.
No matter how small that time period might be.
See it as precious.
It is given to everyone but no one can ever reproduce it.
Always remember to be thankful for any time given.
Never forget to spend time wisely.
So, thank you for giving a slice of your life to read this.
True family based not on blood.
Based in loyalties of times that are tough.
Sphere of activity.
When chips are down all pettiness falls away.
People there in times of need.
Family is not DNA.
What is best for you today?
(Is it best for you today?)
Will it be best for you tomorrow?
(Will tomorrow matter?)
Wringing hands in glee.
Within God and Devil,
Beauty in truth disheveled.
No need for pomp or circumstance.
When born on date may expire.
Claiming lower, rising higher.
Desired remnants of things gone past.
Beyond merit, reason, or moment.
Individual’s hidden challenge.
Never master inner toils.
Doomed in a quagmire of existence.
One’s own making.
Better to fail challenged.
No pride in mediocrity.
Visions of deviant dances.
Butterflies on the wind.
Dark showers light.
Over increasing momentum
Trigger point of beauty.
Every hour’s passing becoming encompassed illusions possessed.
Void between light and darkness.
Eternally wild with sexual fascination of bestial fornication.
A Muse’s darkest beauty.
Mind delight coal.
Awaiting caress: hand, mouth, finger tips.
Sound waves of pleasure and pain.
Mixed on shores of caress; bruises of malicious delights.
Pondering flesh taste as it turns from shades of pale.
New color wheel. I seek to bring.
Awaiting, heart’s beat. So quick. Unable to stop.
Unwavering space between orgasm and death…
Most tantalizing of treats.
Salivating glances cannot be hindered.
Midnight day dreams become realities final thrust…
Penetrative explosion of souls intertwined.
Moments of cruel intimate kindness leaves parties breathless.
Fruits from the forbidden trees and tresses
Fallen to feat accomplished.
Passion’s blissful breathing which force could not stop.
Tears of ecstasy and pain mingle for another biting caress.
Perception twisted by mind rape escapist.
Frustration. I forget to value…
Placing True You on shelf.
Glass eyes and porcelain thighs.
Despising the rise.
Raised to believe.
Disease of ease.
Love’s cooling breeze.
Body oder wheeze
Springs from the trees.
Mistreated smile child.
Ride of stride
Grin vile again.
Never happiness within.
It all begins again…
Better used a thousand times.
Taken advantage of in a million ways.
Than to allow a dark veil of jadedness.
Eyes covered from beauty
Hidden from interaction.
A mystery of reaction.
Crimes bitterness inflicts.
Oft, allowed luxuries.
Adore life given chore.
Despise reprise of inner lies.
Choice is the voice employed.
Forward moving, despite pain, sadness, or joy.
Every moment droning.
Struggling just to want.
How to keep strength?
Battery powered existence. Removed.
Impossible to live.
Harder to move.
Impossible to think.
Harder to breath.
Impossible to care.
Survivor, so tired, too tired.
Enough fighting anymore.
Here, right now.
Go ahead life! you won!
Take me you win!
Sad joke. Cruel jest.
It is not within…
To give over, give up, or give in.
Fighter, lost inside self deprecating hate.
Back me against the wall, please!
Then at my best…
No matter how hard.
No matter how tired.
Must keep fighting, no doubt.
Survive to fight again.