How to let go; a life that is free?
Poetic dribble escaping the wasteland.
An Antarctic, archaic soul, just trying resent in peace.
Momentarily believing. Wondered into moment’s lease.
Off goes the race!
Soon stripped away. Bitterness, once more.
Falling short with shortened breath.
Burnt sky, through with me?
Withering with no distraction or discretion.
Face molded with acid again.
I’m life’s bitter whore.
Nightlife story written on stalls.
Call unto me. Broken, shall fall.
Bloodied lust of virgin desires.
Never forget honest liar.
Once more to night beckoned to fulfill your ache.
So come, peer in, let your desires expire.
Better used a thousand times.
Taken advantage of in a million ways.
Than to allow a dark veil of jadedness.
Eyes covered from beauty
Hidden from interaction.
A mystery of reaction.
Crimes bitterness inflicts.
Oft, allowed luxuries.
Adore life given chore.
Despise reprise of inner lies.
Choice is the voice employed.
Forward moving, despite pain, sadness, or joy.
Every moment droning.
Struggling just to want.
How to keep strength?
Battery powered existence. Removed.
Impossible to live.
Harder to move.
Impossible to think.
Harder to breath.
Impossible to care.
Depart from this life of mine!
Allow bulb cord pull.
Only memories darken.
Devilish nocturnal remissions.
Where only now presides.
Tyrant as always.
Clawing for new prey.
Residue seethes through soul.
Playing with paints.
Cascade of colors.
A drainbow of loathing.
Desecration of the day.
Excrete my files.
Now, I am repentant.
Sickness makes me shine.
Soul prisoner to a vision.
Reminder of the remainder of silence.
Wishing for thrones never had.
Never dream to dream vehemently.
Viciousness may erupt victorious.
Violence of light and beauty.
Venom going down inner thigh.
Pathways to eternity.
Last breath fire punched.
Ceasing to exist: poison.
Arsenic laden lips.
Heart fails soul.
Flesh prison released.
Demolition souls: yours and mine.
Terror in silent I love yous.
Hiding, painful demotion.
Unspoken little death; fend off emotions.
Commended on commanded space between.
Eyes locked in fornever gaze.
Trying to find break free future.
Found bleeding, alone, and dying.
Lacerated from deceit, wounds may mend.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Take this hand, breath in, let fear rest.
Past Damage. Lie’s venom: distrust.
Scars burn, reawakened sadness.
No replacement can be had but…
Anti-venom to the snake’s poison.
Give blood, heart, and flesh.
Let demon’s scream finally know rest.
Voices haunt from pages past.
Only shattered heart wounds me.
Beyond lost… frail and weak!
What do I seek?
Cannot break free…
Cage of crystallized tears.
Only memories, hold me together.
Keep me in sanity.
End still unspeakable.
Bond made unbroken.
These emotions don’t work.
Why can I not, release the spirit?
Leave me behind…
Ending visions of agonizing tomorrows.
Days that start with I and not you.
Often wondered too often.
Why breath has reason to inhale.
If reckoning has arrived.
Never regretting, thankful you existed.
Rest peacefully please.
Return to my work, I must.
Know this love will never be lost.
As long as words are within me.
Seeing the valley of fallen towers.
I’ve committed myself to spirit.
Keep movement, live moments, never give in.
This morning, could be the first moment of the last intake.
I fear no demons outward or inward.
I remind even when all seems lost.
I have this day.
I have life.
I have I.
As I walk, I need not be reminded…
No loss of memory occurs in this valley.
It’s memory seared concrete, diamond, and steel.
Time to steal away transportation.
Better memories ahead; happier journeys on the horizon.
Frayed petals enticing as ever,
Gone not forgotten.
Delicate flower still makes mind reel.
Ventured in the fields of life.
Care not properly taken.
Wind’s brutal force beats against fragile stem.
Resilient, it is…
to ravages of weather.
Time to return.
Come back to this pot.
Where you once found solace.
Come home to the fertile soil that nourished you.
Ridges fashionable gravity.
I, part machine.
These words on synthetic paper.
Copy of a facsimile’s photocopy.
All is truth?
In this world of lies.
Despising great wisdom.
No more words can say speak.
Every word tainted.
Transformed into falsehood.
Driven past redemption.
Shattered maidenhead of the valley of souls.
Nothing more human: inseminate, devastate, control.
Silence, only gift bestowed…
In kingdoms lost by virtual reality.